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Monday, January 26, 2009

[[Just some thoughts..]]

During the past few days, I've been thinking quite often...

Issue #1 :
I've been wondering about how every choice we make will eventually affect others. And I've finally come to a conclusion that any choices in life that we make has a definate effect on others, no matter the magnitude of effect. Doesn't this create a web-like effect amongst us humans? Its so interesting to ponder over this concept. Hmm.

Issue #2 :
Often you'll hear, "Go to hell!" or "You'll go to hell after you die, sinner!"
I've also been wondering about the context in which "hell" is used. In my opinion, its more of a "symbol" rather than a "literal" concept. I mean, isn't "hell" something associated with sins and misbehaviour of sorts? That's the reason why I'm starting to think that the concept of "hell" was made up people of ancient times to deter the future generations of people from "sinning". Therefore, when people say things like "You're going to hell for your sins", I feel that maybe they believe the concept of hell to be "literal" as in a horrid place to be after death... Interesting huh?

Moving on from the heavy thinking issues, the recent few days have been fairly enjoyable if not, very enjoyable with visiting relatives and stuff. But the guilt within me keeps me awake at night and pricks at me even during the daytime. The source of this guilt? Its because of the issue from the previous post. With the passing of everyday, I feel even worse for making her angry and irritated.. And even more guilty for my actions..

All I can say now is :
I'm sorry.

Labels: apology, thoughts and etc.