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Monday, March 16, 2009

[[Who am I?]]

Its the March holidays already.. How fast time flies.

As I'm typing now, many things are flying around in my mind. But, I can't seem to phrase it out and type it down. It's the kind of scenario whereby I'm trying to catch a butterfly when there's hundreds of them flying around. I know some people will just give me the "=.=" emoticon. But really, its how I'm feeling now.

I'm not really in the mood to joke around recently. It's not like me to be acting this way, but really, what's "me" in the first place? If someone asks me about what makes me myself, I would reply "the conflict between various faces". So far, I've realised two sides of me. The quiet, goody-good personality and the ever-smiling, ever-joking me.

A few days ago, I took a personality questionaire that would decide my PW grouping based on my personality. What's interesting was that, I had almost the same scores for all 4 types; namely "Do-er, Enabler, Thinker and Carer". After looking at this, I suddenly felt rather lost, I had thought I would be primarily focused on the role of the Carer, but apparently, I did not know myself that well.. That really left me confused for quite awhile. I know that people would generally give me that "=.=" face again, telling me I'm thinking too much. But isn't knowing yourself important?

This has been a rather... lengthy and pessimistic post, therefore, if you had been expecting otherwise, I'm sorry to dissapoint you. That's all for today..

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