I'm currently sitting in my room, with light emitting from the computer and my table-lamp, illuminated by a dim orange light, typing this post out. Typing out my PI, with billions of other things on my mind now, of the Chemistry test tomorrow, of the Math tutorial that i've yet to do, of the Econs work that i've forgotten what it was about... Can't deny that i'm very stressed right now. Guess sleep will be but my wishful thinking this night... Well, good night world.. to those that who are able to sleep that is... Labels: sigh
Feeling so lonely right now... *Sigh*
If only someone could talk to me right now.
Guess that wouldn't happen,
afterall.
:) Today was a rather slack-filled day.
3 Lectures (PW, Chemistry & Physics) and 1 Tutorial (Chemistry).
Dismissal at 1:00pm.
Spent 1 hour idling around waiting for the guys to decide where to eat at.
Reached home at 3.
Read through notes (and fell asleep 15 minutes later)
Woke up and went for tuition.
Reached home at 10.
Played Dota.
Blog + Physics revision.
Tomorrow will also be equally slack, with a half-day in place. HOWEVER, physics test is on WEDNESDAY, which is equals to "gg-fied me". Noooo! Have to revise physics through the rest of the day tomorrow.. Hais. Just when you thought it couldn't get worse, IT GOT WORSE. Maths lecture test on thursday + tutorial test on friday. Oh my ohmies! )=
As quoted from the PW lecturer today, "Good Game, GG" T.T
i'm screwed BIG time. someone save me~!
yay, finally inserted the tagboard + music. Labels: weee
:D
anyway, thanks jh for chatting with me today. ^^ much appreciated.
TO CHANGE A BLOGSKIN.
Its the March holidays already.. How fast time flies. Labels: Confused
As I'm typing now, many things are flying around in my mind. But, I can't seem to phrase it out and type it down. It's the kind of scenario whereby I'm trying to catch a butterfly when there's hundreds of them flying around. I know some people will just give me the "=.=" emoticon. But really, its how I'm feeling now.
I'm not really in the mood to joke around recently. It's not like me to be acting this way, but really, what's "me" in the first place? If someone asks me about what makes me myself, I would reply "the conflict between various faces". So far, I've realised two sides of me. The quiet, goody-good personality and the ever-smiling, ever-joking me.
A few days ago, I took a personality questionaire that would decide my PW grouping based on my personality. What's interesting was that, I had almost the same scores for all 4 types; namely "Do-er, Enabler, Thinker and Carer". After looking at this, I suddenly felt rather lost, I had thought I would be primarily focused on the role of the Carer, but apparently, I did not know myself that well.. That really left me confused for quite awhile. I know that people would generally give me that "=.=" face again, telling me I'm thinking too much. But isn't knowing yourself important?
This has been a rather... lengthy and pessimistic post, therefore, if you had been expecting otherwise, I'm sorry to dissapoint you. That's all for today..
Dear Diary,
I've been feeling very tired lately. I think i've aged 1 month in the course of the past 1 week... Haha, no wonder people always say JC life is much, much tougher then Secondary school life.
Lectures that more often than not, bore you to death
Tutorials in which teachers demand the tutorials to be completed even though the topics weren't completed in lectures
PE lessons whereby it seems to me as if they should rename it into PT (Physical Torture, not Training, mind you)
This awesome combo has almost drained the livingness out of my soul. Just when I thought it wouldn't be able to worsen, I suddenly realise that it has been only one official week of study out of the many more to come, ONE!
Luckily, I've also got my own consolation zone to fall back on. JC life, as horrible as I've depicted it above, is actually kinda fufilling.. (no, really!) My classmates are nothing short of awesome, so many new subjects to be exposed to, new environment to adapt to... Wow!
So far, I've to thank the following people for sustaining my already diminished spirit from being obliverated totally:
0916! Thanks for being such awesome classmates!
Andersonsec Ex-classmates! :) Thanks for being there to chat with me to keep me from falling asleep while doing tutorials + assignments! Need much more of help in the near + distant future!
Primary School cum Tuition-mates! Haha, always good to sit with you guys during tuition and go home together after it! Thanks for keeping me awake during tuition and all the jokes that you guys shared!
Last but not least, my family! Always the warm, comforting and ever-present place to be in. No wonder they always say, home sweet home!
<3 all the above people!
I'll try to update on a regular basis, but don't count on it too much, much thanks to the hectic schedule currently.
Quote of the day:
You see that I've done something, but actually, I've done nothing! (Mr Heng - My awesome maths teacher! ^^)
"Black Stripes! White Stripes! Black Stripes! White Stripes!" *awkward silence* Labels: BASARIOS
That's one of my "tribe's" cheers. Haha, sounds kinda weird, doesn't it? Anyway, as the title says, i'm in orientation group Marty 4! (which is actually my official class 0916 :P) When I found out that I was separated from the rest of the Andersonian herd, on Friday 6th of Feb, I was like "GG ;_;" That's due to my mentality that I wouldn't be able to easily make friends with other "strangers", you know? However, to my astonishment, as I found out today, my classmates were "warm" people and easily approachable! That made me feel a sense of belonging to the class and school which was absent, sadly, last week. But that's history! :) I've friends now, yay much.
Feeling rather lazy right now, so I'll post more updates on the weekend or so. Haha :P
Signing off,
Niggles
The barrier between humans is like a Basarios' armour bone
Only with persistence, will this seemingly invulnerable barrier be shattered
And with it, will come much rewards!
Name:Nicholas
Birthday:2 November
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